DeepWaters

  What do you have with him? Why is he calling you? Who is he?   She's couldn't answer the questions anymore. She decides to stay away from her male friends. It was the only way to have peace. He made her believe she was for him only. He dreamt a lot. In those dreams he shared with her, it was mostly about their wedding.  He claims God speaks to him through his dreams and he believed they were meant to be. She decides to tag along. "If it's meant to be, then we have to make it work. We will learn to manage ourselves." He was broke. A student with little to no support from home. She didn't mind. She was willing to share. She shared with him from her little allowance. Not long, the "thank you" became "I hate you" in actions not called for. Occasionally he would remind her of his Dad's lectures; "Do not take money from a woman, she will disrespect you in return." Nevertheless, she bore it all.  They lived in different states. The

" She's here! What should I do with her? How am I going to do this? Where should I start from? Oh God, I can't. I just can't. She's cute but she's stuck with me now. I don't think I can do this."  Jay wouldn't stop lamenting. Her daughter has just been born. It was her first child. It wasn't an easy ordeal for her, but she didn't want to think about it. She's was protecting her mental health.  Her fears almost consumed her. Not until her baby was brought to be fed had she felt any connection. The moment her baby latched to her breast, it was a different experience entirely. One she will never forget. It felt like a message. One that said, "Hey mummy, I couldn't wait to do this with you. I am yours fully. I depend strongly on you. You are my mother and I know that. I wouldn't give up on you. I wouldn't let you go. I am here for you and I love you." Words could not express how she felt. She saw her baby's helples